Diddy trial – day 20 recap: Ex-girlfriend ‘Jane’ says she still loves Combs – and reveals ‘hotel night’ nicknames
Warning: The updates below contain graphic details of alleged sex trafficking. An anonymous former girlfriend and alleged victim of Sean “Diddy” Combs – known only as Jane – says she still loves him on day 20 of his trial, despite testifying against him.
Tuesday 10 June 2025 22:36, UK

Latest from court
- ‘Jane’ facing cross-examination by defence on day 20 of trial
- Basketball-themed nicknames during ‘hotel nights’ revealed in court View post
- Says she still loves Diddy – and he’s paying for her lawyer View post
- She describes ‘fantasy talk’ and only part she enjoyed about ‘hotel nights’ View post
- Jane questions if ‘hotel nights’ were for Diddy’s ‘bi-curiosity’ View post
- Reporting by arts and entertainment reporter Bethany Minelle
Earlier evidence from ‘Jane’
- Jane describes sex with ‘cowboy wearing heels’ at Trump International View post
- ‘I’m not a porn star’, she told Diddy, as she hit breaking point View post
- Jane ‘threw up’ after sex with three men at ‘sobriety party’ View post
- ‘I can do whatever the f*** I want’: Combs’ voice note played in court View post
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12 hour ago12h ago02:50
What you need to know after day 20 of Diddy’s trial – scroll down to catch up
Testifying under the pseudonym “Jane”, an anonymous former girlfriend and alleged victim of Sean “Diddy” Combs has been cross-examined today.
It’s the 20th day of the rapper’s sex-trafficking trial, and the final week of the prosecution’s case.
It was Jane’s fourth day on the stand.
A court sketch of Diddy watching his lawyer, Teny Geragos, cross examining JaneReuters
If you’re just checking in, here’s a round-up of all the key updates:
- At the start of the court day, Judge Arun Subramanian confirmed the defence’s motion for a retrial over evidence given by Bryana Bongolan had been denied;
- Judge Subramanian also denied the government’s motion to recall forensic psychologist Dr Dawn Hughes to the stand;
- Jane told the court she had been reluctant to split up with Diddy and still loved him;
- Describing him as a “bright light,” she told the jury she’d previously suffered from shyness, and still battled low self-esteem, but said Diddy’s motivation and encouragement had helped boost her confidence;
- Financial discussions revealed that Diddy had sent Jane around $150,000 over the course of their three-year relationship;
- In a voicemail played to the court, Diddy said he’d nicknamed Jane “crack pipe” as he had so much fun with her
- She described using “fantasy talk” to please him, dressing up and buying special lingerie to please him;
- Jane says he told her he was polyamorous early in the relationship, and she later questioned if his need to watch her have sex with other men could mean he was “bi-curious”;
- She says Diddy was over-reliant on drugs, and after just a few dates, she noted his greying gums and shaky hands and urged him to go to rehab in Thailand;
- Jane said she twice transported drugs in her luggage for Diddy;
- She revealed she had nicknamed herself, Diddy and a male escort called Paul the Trifecta, after basketball stars Kobe Bryant, Shaquille O’Neal and Michael Jordan;
- Discussing her jealousy of Diddy’s other female partners, Jane called her time with Diddy “a chaotic whirlwind of dark,” saying that while he bought his other girlfriends “beautiful things”, all he gave her was “trauma”;
- Jane will return to the stand to continue her cross-examination at 6pm UK time tomorrow.
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13 hour ago13h ago02:12
Court finishes for the day
It’s just after 3pm in New York, and that’s all we’re going to hear from Jane today.
She will return to the stand tomorrow when her cross-examination will continue. The judge says court will begin late tomorrow, at 6pm UK time.
We’ll be back with a recap of today’s hearing soon – in the meantime, scroll through our posts to catch up on what was said.
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13 hour ago13h ago01:46
Jane and defence lawyer lock heads over handbags
Yesterday, during Jane’s evidence, we heard that she was upset because there wasn’t anything “postable” to share on social media from her relationship with Diddy.
In one message discussed today, Jane is asking Diddy if his “homegirl” is there with him posting on Instagram.
Jane says she felt she endured “most of the pressure” during her time with Diddy, and looking back, could see just “a chaotic whirlwind of dark” on her own social media accounts, which she says she wasn’t proud of during the relationship.
She says she felt Diddy offered “beautiful things” to the other girls that they could share, and goes on to chide Diddy in another message asking him if he bought his “homegirl” a Chanel bag even though she says she’s been “f***ing your friends in front of your face”.
Instead of a Chanel bag, Jane says she got “trauma”.
A tense discussion with Teny Geragos ensues, with the defence attorney asking: “Did you get a Van Cleef necklace?”
Maison Van Cleef & Arpels is a French luxury jewellery brand, costing between £3,000 and £60,000.
It’s followed by the question: “What is a Bottega bag?”
Jane responds: “I’m sure you have one.”
Diddy lawyer Geragos, right, arriving at court earlier in the trialAP
Geragos says, “How much do Bottega bags run to?” and Jane replies, “How much does my body cost?”
The fashionable luxury woven leather bags don’t come cheap, costing between £2,000 and £9,000 each.
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14 hour ago14h ago01:21
Jane reads out texts discussing sex parties and a ‘big boom’ grand finale
The court is shown text messages between Diddy and Jane from late 2021, around a year after they first began dating.
There is more fantasy talk, with Jane keen to meet up with Diddy, and saying she will go to the lingerie shop to buy “black matrix” underwear to please him.
Defence attorney Teny Geragos asks if she knew the fantasy talk would turn Diddy on.
But Jane replies that she did but that Diddy often only gave her the option to him in a fantasy, group sex context, rather than one one-on-one.
She replies: “Yes… talking about wanting to see each other and the option he’s giving me is him and Paul.”
She says meeting with an escort to please Diddy was her “only option,” adding: “I wanted to see my lover.”
She says Diddy would keep returning to the subject of bringing a male escort as “a tease,” saying it would keep her performing and adding: “It was 2021, I was madly in love… I’m in great spirits… I’m agreeable here…”
She finishes one message, in response to Diddy suggesting such a meet: “I’m just fine baby.”
In a later message, she brings up the topic of sex parties, and when asked about it, tells the lawyer: “Once Sean was telling me about sex parties and said we should go to one.”
She says she was “giving him options” by suggesting it.
There is also discussion over which escorts to hire, including Don and Cabral, but Jane reminds Diddy he’d previously said he wanted to “save” Cabral for “a grand finale for when the album was done”.
She calls this a “showstopper,” “big boom”, and “game over situation”.
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14 hour ago14h ago00:37
Court is back in session
Court has now resumed after lunch, and Jane – which is the pseudonym for an anonymous former girlfriend of Diddy – continues to be cross-examined by the defence.
Jane’s face cannot be sketched as she is testifying anonymouslyReuters
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15 hour ago15h ago23:54
The court is now breaking for lunch
Court will resume at around 6.20pm UK time.
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15 hour ago15h ago23:53
‘Diddy was Michael Jordan’: Basketball stars’ names used for ‘hotel night’ pseudonyms Jane says
Jane has previously described her part in booking some of the male entertainers or escorts for Diddy’s “hotel nights,” and on occasion says she objected to having sex with certain men, including one who she said smelled.
Going through a list of escorts she used with Diddy, she agrees that Don was “handsome” with blue eyes and Paul was “really nice” with a “warm energy”. She agrees that she had a great sexual experience with Paul.
She also says the names of Basketball stars were used as “hotel night” nicknames, calling herself Kobe Bryant, Paul was dubbed Shaq after Shaquille O’Neal, and Diddy was called Michael Jordan. She says their collective nickname was the Trifecta, again after the three basketball stars.
Jane describes recruiting escorts called Cabral and Anton after watching them on the pornographic website Blacked and contacting them via Instagram.
Jane told us yesterday that Cabral later attempted to blackmail her and Diddy over a video which was shot on his phone during a “hotel night” showing him having sex with her.
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16 hour ago16h ago23:30
Jane says she transported drugs for Diddy multiple times
Jane says she carried drugs twice for Diddy, and contacted his chief of staff at the time, Kristina Khorram, about how she should pack it in her luggage.
While she says she was close to Khorram, she resented the fact that Khorram was always with Diddy, adding: “It was difficult for our relationship. I believe that she had very strong feelings about me which influenced a great deal with how Sean treated me.”
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16 hour ago16h ago23:18
‘F*** it Friday’ was a chance to ‘party really hard,’ Jane says
Discussing their use of drugs together, Jane says she took ecstasy to help her get through “hotel nights” and that Diddy would take it to put him in a good mood when he was “agitated and stressed from the day”.
She describes a tradition they had called “F*** it Friday” which Jane says is “when he’d let loose and wants to party really hard”.
Jane says the events would release “pressure from various things in his personal life,” adding “we’d party big on Fridays”.
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16 hour ago16h ago22:57
‘Diddy liked the word voyeurism, I used cuck,’ Jane says – as she questions if he was ‘bi-curious’
Discussing the swinger lifestyle central to Diddy’s case, Jane agrees that he was driven by his desires while she was driven by her love for him.
In a bid to understand their relationship, Jane says she discovered the word “cuckold” which she describes as “a man being turned on by watching his woman have sex with another man”.
Jane says the description was “spot on” and gave her a better understanding around Diddy’s need for “hotel nights”.
Jane says she was particularly keen to know what was driving Diddy, and to find a list of reasons.
She says one reason she could see was for him to “receive pleasure,” adding, “some of the other things were that cucks could have bi-curiosity that they are too scared to do the act themselves”.
When asked about voyeurism, Jane says: “He liked to use the word voyeurism, I would use the word cuck for myself.”
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17 hour ago17h ago22:29
Diddy’s drug use led to greying gums and shaky hands, Jane says
Jane says she was aware of Diddy’s drug habit, and that after just a few dates, she could see he was depressed and had shaky hands.
She says that when they were on the plane to the Turks and Caicos Islands, she could see he wasn’t taking care of himself. Jane says: “I felt he had jaundice, and his gums were greying from drug use, and his hands were shaking from consuming alcohol.”
Jane says she encouraged Diddy to go to rehab because he was “overdoing the partying”.
Jane says that while she noticed “a strong pattern” during their relationship, she “wouldn’t label it as a drug pattern”.
She would now sum it up by saying Diddy was a “really big party guy”, she adds.
Wanting Diddy to quit the drugs, she says he previously spoke about Ketamine therapy as a way to quit his Xanax habit.
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17 hour ago17h ago22:14
Diddy told me he was polyamorous, Jane says
Jane confirms her relationship with Diddy began in late 2020, when she went with him to get drugs.
She says she had kept it secret from the father of her child because he did not have a good relationship with Diddy.
Jane says Diddy told her he was polyamorous towards the start of the relationship, and says she didn’t mind, but admits that as the relationship developed and “emotions grew deeper” she found it hard, particularly when Diddy appeared to be in a monogamous relationship with another woman.
She agrees that his ability to easily shift his attentions to another girl hurt his feelings, and she wouldn’t hold back in expressing her feelings.
Jane says: “I was very colourful. I would call her a hoe. I would use everything. I wanted him to be my man.” She says Diddy was also jealous and possessive within the relationship.
Combs in 2015AP
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